Like a ballerina

I am in a very good mood today, oh, it's past midnight now, I should say I was in a very good mood yesterday. I walked like a ballerina after gym, almost skipping~

I finally manage to run 20min on treadmill without stopping now. It's an accomplishment to me. I did two cardio, yesterday and today. Tomorrow I'm gym again too.

I'm living healthy, I'm eating healthy, I'm so happy about that. But my love life isn't that healthy. And I am still hitting the sack too late.

Well, I guess I should sleep now.

Till then.

What the hell is wrong with me

I am seriously sick. Something is wrong with me. Why am I so different from my girl friends?

I am not normal. One of the 7 sins is seriously affecting me. I watched too many western dramas since little, too affected by them. This is too dangerous.

But this is who I am. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not. YY understands me well. She didn't expect the unrealistic thing out of me. She didn't expect me to behave like a "pure" little lady.. Feels good to have someone knows me well. SL and EK understands me too.

I am standing on a thin line. One side is the angel part of me, the other is the playful part of me.
Current standing is that the angel is fighting a losing battle... Has the angel ever won?

There's no way I can change. And I think YY would agree with me on this. But I am still struggling. My western and asian values are constantly balancing themselves. Believe it or not, it is really hard.

There's no point for me to keep thinking about this really. Whatever will happen will happen. The inner battle will continue... I don't even know who I wish to win this battle. I am really just so abnormal.

I have permed hair now

Had my hair permed today. Spent me a whopping RM499... So heartpain. The perm itself was RM320.

Here's me looking ridiculous with all the perming stuffs on my hair. My stylist Nick (Tanz-Holiday Plaza-ground floor). I really like to go to him, he's really gentle with my hair and patient. There're so many customers today and a lot asked for his service. He had to do 2, 3 customers at the same time, but I noticed he never tried to hurry and "cincai" to any customer just to get to another.
(I look like 3 days never sleep)

I was so eager to go to the salon and I totally forgot I should take my lunch before going. My appointment was 12:30pm. The perming takes hours (4hrs to be exact), and I didn't have my lunch! I was a little hungry at 1+pm and I suddenly realised "OH! I didn't take lunch!".. But it's already too late. Luckily I didn't feel anymore hunger after that.

Before and after. (Gosh.. I'm so fleshy..)
The top of my hair is actually flatter. I photoshopped my photo! hehehehe. Next time I should go perm the top of my hair to give it more volume. Flat flat really not nice.
I had my hair permed in an attempt to look more mature. But I don't think I look more mature leh...

The Shiseido cream on the right cost RM78, Kerastase serum cost RM86... So expensive...

Africa

Something is in the air
Something in the distance is calling
Immense heat trapped in my hair
Something I have been longing

In the land far far away
A continent where man began
Where you won't find any coupe
But perhaps tales of tarzan

Chimpanzees with their brilliant eyes
As if angels lie behind
Cheetah’s beauty no one denies
They are nothing but streamlined

Oh African sun
Your brilliant rays on the brilliant land
One day soon I shall come
Feel the African sand in my hand

Alive.Celebrate.

Listen to the rhythm of your heartbeat
Close your eyes
Listen
Trees are breathing
Winds are blowing
You are alive

Look out to the horizon
Birds are chirping
Waves are splashing
You are alive

Sun rises
Sun sets
Everything comes and goes

The world is spinning
Nothing ever stops
For anyone
But
You are alive

Celebrate.

Facebook : where will i find my soul mate

Took a quiz in Facebook : where will I find my soul mate.

The result is so ...close to my heart!!

After answered 10 question , Facebook said :
Result: At the Zoo
You're a little bit...how do we say this politely? You walk to the beat of a different drummer. And as such, you're probably not going to find love in all the conventional places (you know, like coffee shops, singles bars and eSPIN.com).

Which is why your love receptors will be working their keisters off at the unlikeliest of meeting spots - the zoo. Let's just hope that you end up falling in love with a person and not a giant panda.

I do hope I will meet someone special at places like the zoo. hahaha~~

P.S. I did have an "encounter" at the zoo years before, that's how my cheetah photo came about.. But he's of a different race.. Not quite possible.

Causeway walk

Our home minister said there should be a walkway for people to walk across the Causeway. Hear! Hear!
Dunno which idiot decided there should not be a walkway for pedestrian for the new CIQ. Fucking idiot. Fucking idiot x 100 times.

My ocean theme bedroom

This is the story of my ocean theme bedroom.

First draw a quarter of a circle on the wall and the ocean.

Created dolphin images with Illustrator, got the advertising company to laser cut out as stickers. I made 2 sets as I'm not sure which size looks better. They cost me S$20+. Actually it could be cheaper, but I wasn't sure if I need to use the "outer" side(of the dolphins) of the stickers so the actual sticker I made was very big.

Then paint the moon with white, 3 layers.

Spray the edge of the moon with white many times, with 5-10min intervals in between. This is a very scary process. I had to be very gentle and patient. If I press too hard on the spray paint, there'll be one extreme white spot on the edge instead of blurry edge. The result wasn't perfect, but acceptable..

Remove the dolphin stickers.

Paint the dolphins with dark blue, 3 layers. It's a slow process as the dolphins edges have white paint on it. I have to draw the edges slowly and steadily. And paint the sea, supposed to paint 3 layers, but I was too tired after I painted the 2nd layer.

And voila~ the hardwork from 10am till 6pm. My window faces the kitchen, not facing outside. The evening sun light does not usually shine into my room, as my window does not face directly to kitchen's window. (Yes, that's my pillow, anything about animals is my favourite)

Tada~~ the final production after added the stars. This photo taken by the camera in mobile phone, so colour a bit off. Can you spot the Orion constellation in it? hehe. It suddenly occured to me that I should arrange the Orion constellation among the stars. I'm such a talent!! hahahaha. just kiddinggggg...

My dearest bro bought this, er.. what do you call? "door curtain"? for me~. It completes my ocean theme bedroom perfectly~!!!! Or rather "dolphin theme" is more accurate? But my bedsheet is ocean with reef fishes, not dolphins. I forgot to take photos of it.

This is, my ocean~

Bruise from badminton

Had great badminton again yesterday, after so long. Now I'm aching all over. Literally, all over. My waist, the back of my shoulder, my butt, my thigh, my arm.. Great all over work out ya~

Every time I play badminton, I get bruises. I think I'm lack of Vitamin C so I bruise easily. I will tend to save a ball/shuttlecock with my right leg forward and left leg's knee will touch the floor. It wasn't hard hit, but it bruises every time. This time is the worst.
But it doesn't matter, cos it was a great badminton session. I simply love badminton~!

I am not your mother

The other day in office, I received a phonecall. Immediately when I picked up, the other party yelled "妈妈! 我出事了!快来救我!" (Mom! I'm in trouble! Quickly come save me!)

I was like......???

And I answered "我不是你的妈妈leh" (I am not your mother)....

Immediately that guy hung up. He has an China accent. Funny, if you want to cheat the local aunties, should get someone local isn't it? I am Malaysian and my son speaks in a BeiJing accent? hahahahahaha......

Call me Anaksunamun!

Call me Anaksunamun! (the character from The Mummy 2)

Yesterday I dreamt I killed more than 15 people who tried to kill me,using the small dagger like weapon in The Mummy 2 which Anaksunamun used , and slit all their throat!! ohhhhhhh hohohohoho.. I am such a talent! wahahahahah. So you have to call me Anaksunamun! ALthough in the end Anaksunamun died. But I thought this name is cool. hehehe...

A great house warming

Yesterday we welcomed to more than a hundred guests in our new home. My little cousin was telling me with her eyes wide open, "Wah, 很多人。" haha. It seemed like either my brother or me getting married. haha..

It was a great night. Feel very paiseh of all the gifts and angpows my friends gave us. Thanks everybody!!

Yesterday had great fun with ex classmates' kids. Patrick's daughter was sooooooooooo cute and easy to take care of, so friendly with anyone, just couldn't have enough time with her! After I played with her for some time, at one point, she sort of ran towards me and gave me a BIG hug. Wow, soooooooooo happy!! But of course it's very fun to play with other people's kids for a while, it's a different matter if I have my own kid! ahaha.

And ST's son, for the first time he was willing to give me a kiss! ahhaahah.... I think I will strike 4d tonight. kekeke.. He was busy yesterday answering everyone's questions faithfully and also along the way, "搞笑". He was laughing "ha ha ha ha ha" the whole night! So funny. haha~~

It was a great night yesterday. Hope everyone enjoyed the food~ Thanks again everyone~!

Mm... yesterday too busy, no time to take photos at all. Too bad..