I long for...

Once in a while, I have to write something like this… I cannot stop myself from writing something so… “grey”…

The sky is grey, the air is suffocatingly dull,
Alone in my room, pondering the meaning of life.

I’m envious of eagles, being able to expand their wings and fly the endless sky,
I’m envious of dolphins, cruising through the ocean to where their hearts lead,
In my dreams, I can fly like an eagle, swim like a dolphin,
I long for such existence…
I had these 2 creatures marked on my body.

I loathe being a human,
Selfish, unscrupulous, cunning human.

Everyone wears a mask,
Everyone is in disguise to a certain degree.
We are in a world of lies, where truth is no longer appreciated.
I long for the day I return to nature in naked body, abandoning all disguise…
I long for the day my soul returns to Mother Nature, no longer in suffering…

I long for… a peace of mind.