Dream comes true, literally

Call me GOD. wahaha...

Yesterday I dreamt SL and I went holiday. And today Tiger Airways is having $1 promotion and we bought tickets to Kota Kinabalu! We ARE going holiday afterall!! My dream really do come true! wahahahahah...

But in my dream there was EK as well, but she's not available on that date.

And in my dream we share room, no, it's not a room it's just a "space", we share the space with bangla ........! This part definitely cannot come true, man!! hahaha....

The other day I dreamt my mum strike a $100,000 lottery and 2 days later she almost did!!! The number she bought almost came out, shucks!!

I must continue to work on my "dream power" and foresee 4D number. wahahahaha... Just kidding lah...........

Searching for THE bra

I need a sports bra.

I saw an Adidas sports bra weeks ago. But as I just exercised at the gym, I felt not so nice to try out the garment since I just sweat although I was already perfectly dried up after dinner and in the air cond space. But I was still in my gym wear. People can tell I just went exercise. So I intended to come again next time.

Less than a week later I went back the shop. And that particular design was gone!! FUCK!

My considerate behaviour backfired on me!! Fuck...

Today, I went to Orchard, in search of that particular piece I saw.

I first went to Pacific Plaza, then Wheelock Place, then Wisma Atria, then Taka, then Heeren, then back to Atria again, then back to Wheelock again..................... I'll spare you the details why I go back Wheelock again... I walked a rather fast pace for 2 hours... And I didn't get what I want. I wonder how much calories have I burnt...

And I made a mistake at work today, again. FUCK.

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

What a day. What a fucking day.

You and your attitude

I have promised myself I will not shed any tears for you again.

Yet your annoying attitude made me broke my own promise.

Why have you never give me any words of encouragement and yet still said my friends' encouragement are words of deceit?! Everybody needs some encouragement. Since long time ago I hardly get any encouragement from you. Every time I happily tell you something I've achieved, even if it's just a small thing, it means something to me, but you will say to me things like "很厉害meh?" When I complaint you said you were just joking. Joke for you, NOT for me. It wasn't funny. It hurts.

And it happened again. Sometimes I wish you can split into two and listen to the way you talk to people from an outsider's view. Ah but it won't help, because it's the same you even if you split into two. You said I only listened to my friends. (You were wrong. I always quote what you said to my friends.) You have complaint about the same thing about your ex to me too, many years ago. I am beginning to think it's the way you say things. It's not about us, it's about you.

You said "Now only run 2.4km, how to run 10km?" The way you said it, your tone of voice, was not encouraging at all and you said it wasn't negative.

I've only started training last week, only started to run outdoor one week, ONE WEEK! What more do you want from me? I've NEVER been able to run 2.4km straight even on treadmill and now I did it outdoor and all you can say was that. Like anybody is going to continue listening to you after that.

I know you and your army people very 了不起. but I am not army people. You and other once-army-NS friends, think nothing of Mt Kinabalu. Yeah you all very 了不起. And I'm useless for not reaching summit. Everyone said things like "At least you made it to Laban Rata", "At least you tried". WHat have you ever said to me? To you army people Mt K is NOTHING. Yeah well I'm not army people. I never even like to run 100m when I was schooling. I made it to Laban Rata and I'm already very proud of myself. I could have tried to make it to summit but I chose not to. Because I want to go back in one piece. Because I don't want to be so selfish to try it when I'm not confident and risk my life. Because my parents would be heart broken if anything happens to me. I can always try it again next time when I'm more confident.

You think your words are 忠言逆耳. Maybe they are but you should really step back and listen to the way you say things. I always respect what you said. It's the way you say things that made me rebut you.

Arh whatever. Who am I to you? I'm just a "friend" now, just a friend who doesn't even get a birthday gift from you. I don't want to shed tears because of you anymore ever again.

6 laps today!

I have ran 6 laps on the field today! So happy! It's my best record till date!

Just yesterday, it was my first time to run 6 laps on treadmill in 20minutes. Today I actually managed to run 6 full laps ON THE FIELD in 20min 30seconds! It was very very slow lah. Most of the aunties and uncles were faster than me :p hahahah...

Anyway, I was really surprised because the day before it was only the first time I ran for 6 laps on treadmill. Wonderful! So happy. And I didn't experience any abdomen pain today! Sooooo happy.

Catch your "ball"?!

This is what happened to a friend's colleague.

This lady was corresponding with a Japanese counterpart via email and she couldn't understand what he was saying in the mail. After several emails back and forth she finally understood and she probably was elated and she replied :

"Oh! I catched your ball now!"

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HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA...........

I do not know if that Japanese knows there is another thing which the word "ball" refers to.. (*!*! for those who don't know, it also means "testicles"!) If he does know, that will be the biggest joke in his career!!!!!

She should have said "Oh I catched the ball now.". but can someone tell me is it proper English? Cos I had thought it was translated from HOkkien... (liak bo kiu)

The Run

What have I got myself into? The 10k run? It's been a few months since I ran outdoor. Just now I went outside to run. Oh my gosh, after 2 laps I almost die. hahaha...

Running on treadmill is SO MUCH easier! I knew this. But the difference this time is too great. Perhaps because I didn't run outdoor too long.

Maybe in the end, it's still EK who finishes the race and I don't. Just like Mount K. hahahaha.. it's possible. But I must tell myself, I can do it!

Singapore's woman team reached Everest

The first all woman Singapore team has reached the summit of Mount Everest! So happy for them! Technically, half the team made it at this point, as they separated into 2 teams for a higher rate of success. The first team has reached summit. The second team will head for summit on 22nd.

It's really courageous of them and I'm really happy for them, even though I'm not a Singaporean. It's not an easy feat. There're not a lot of people who can do this. I read that one of the girls (I supposed all of them do) wakes up every morning at 4 or 5am and ran 15km everyday. You really got to have A LOT of discipline to wake up at such wee hours and run such long distance. I've tried to wake up about an hour earlier to go running. I've tried soooo many times. Each time I just ended up shutting off the alarm clock and said to myself "Oh..tomorrow.. tomorrow i'll wake up and run.." and went back to sleep. LOL.

Again, congratulations to the girls and hope the second team will make it to the summit too~

21/5 update : When I read the news again, I really felt like crying. Because they've done something incredible. Some people commented at the news of this : "So what if they've climbed the Everest, does that help the poor? Does the economy improved?" Granted everyone has their own opinion but it's just really not a nice thing to say. So EVERYONE must put down everything, every interest, every hobby and concentrate on helping the poor? We do what we can to help, but we all have our own lives to live.

Miko eats ice

It was really hot and I gave a piece of ice to Miko and see how is her reaction to it. And she loved it! Bite into the ice and eat it like a human "krap krap krap" in her mouth. So funny.

For him

I'm so disappointed with you. Can we still consider "good friends"? I don't know. I honestly don't know.

Why do you still put my photo as your wallpaper when you're being so cold to me at times?

Why am I still affected by this? Because of what you said before. Because you said you will love me forever. But I do not think you remember what you have said.

I never expected you to treat me this way. And it hurts.

Maybe I'm just silly, naive.

SOmetimes I feel like sleeping with anybody and tell you about it.

(Grand)Mother's day celebration

We're celebrating mother's day today. But it's not me celebrating for my mother but my mother and aunts celebrating it for my grandma.

My mum and aunts cooked some dishes. My uncle, aunt, grandma, nieces and nephew.




My uncle playing with the garden light. hahah.. When it's dark enough the solar garden light will then light up. It was not very dark yet and my uncle covered the solar panel to activate it. He looked like a kid having fun. LOL.

And guess what other guests we have tonight??
No, not ants. I believe these are wasps. Tiny wasps, about 1cm each. I think this is an egg case. I was so shocked when I saw this, I thought it's bees. I also thought something grew out of the dead pussywillow. My bro stuck the dead pussywillow there as a support for climbing vines. Look how it is stick to the dead pussywillow.

A close up. I don't think these are bees, should be wasps, the typical evil looking wasps. hahaha. just kidding. There are still some that have not emerged from the egg case. Quite amazing, I haven't seen this before. But my first reaction was : eeewwwww..... disgusting.

Some other things in our "garden". A 小苦瓜(mini bittergourd). Really cute isn't it?

This is the normal bittergourd.

"Baby" normal bittergourd.

This flower is called Chinese Honey Sucker. I wonder how come it's not named Honey Provider but honey sucker. Plants don't suck. hahaha...

Played with the camera's aperture priority mode. I love this pic.

A leave of a papaya plant. I thought it was very beautiful of how the evening sun shone on its leave.

Played with the camera's aperture again.

I took this shot without a tripod and with the camera high above me. Turned out pretty well, no blur.

That's all. Happy mother's day everyone~

I signed up a 10km run~!

I went gym after Mt K trip, it felt so easy to run! A 20min run felt like 10min and I ran a little faster. I ran 20min x 2 times total up to 4+km.

Then suddenly I thought, hey, that's not too far from 10km (although it's actually double lah..)...! Then I went online and searched for a 10km run and found the Singapore Bay Run in August. I told EK about it. And we two have signed up for the run! Wohoa!! We asked everyone but no one else was interested. So it's just EK and me.

I still remember the compulsory 7km run during secondary school that almost took my life (exaggeration!). Eventually the run became "strolling". hahaha. We took short cuts, we stopped by old shop along the road to buy ice cream, and slumberly made our way back to school. I believe we're the last to reach back school. Our friendly teacher laughed at us. If you tell me at that time that in future I will take part in a 10km run, I'm sure to tell you "YOu are out of your mind." or simply "You are SIAO.". ahaahha....

Ek and me target to reach within the time limit and get a medal. Not the top 3 medal. Anyone who finished within the time limit will get a medal. I don't know the time limit, I couldn't find out from the net.

So, we have 3months to train. Gambare!! And maybe after that, Mt K again!

32 years of cuteness

My brother probably saw my Mt K photos and msn me : "You know, you look so cute in those photos... But hor, for a 32 years old to look so cute, wah, you haven't grown up a bit leh."

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Just the other day, went out with YY, YK and SL, to view YY's Italy photos and my Mt K photos. And YY commented me and SL still look so cute, I forgot about what exactly. SL then said, we already cute for 30 over years.... and it's not necessary a good thing, something like that. Which I totally agreed.

But it's not within our control, honestly. We are petite, we look like that, and our character is like that.. We can't pretend to be "un-cute". What to do........ I want to look mature so I had my hair permed. But I can't change my baby face. And when I tie my hair into a pony tail, the permed-hair-matureness is gone. LOL.... What to do what to do....