Went salon again

I dislike the top of my hair, too flat, went salon and look for my stylist again. Permed the top, cost me RM80.. stylist said that day asked me to perm dun want lah. hahahahahah... "gatal"...

I used photoshop to "beautify" my skin a little. But I didn't photoshop my arms!! wahahaha.. finally a photo that does not look too fat...

It may not look much difference to people but there is to me . hehehe. but a little messy. Stylist is stylist lah, blow my hair till very nice and big curve.. I wasn't able to blow till like that.. I simply love my stylist. kekeke... and he didn't cause me pain like his junior did. When he wrapped my hair with all the things, he asked me does it hurt? I said no, but I said to him that day when his junior helped out with this, hurt like hell and he laughed. Seriously, it hurt so much I wanted to kick him in his groin. After all that pain then he asked me "Pain or not?" ... idiot. That's why I specially apply leave today to go to the salon. If I go tomorrow (Sat), there'll be lots of customers and my stylist might have to let his junior to help out with some non-crucial part. I don't want that. Today, not that busy so he's all mine. wahahahahahaha.

No gym is bored

Today I had to go and buy Miko's petfood. Too late for me to go gym after that as I was too hungry already.

I feel so bored when I'm not going gym.

Navel ring

Found this navel ring in www.bodyboy.com. This is sooooo ccoooooolll...

But it cost US$9.99 plus shipment of US$10. That's more than S$30+.... But it's just sooooo cool....

Loves the gym

Went to gym for 3 consecutive days. I am feeling terrific now :D Did 2 cardios, I was sweating like crazy. My sweat dripped down from my chin, which don't happen often, because there's aircond in the gym, I hardly sweat a lot. But man, it felt good to sweat like that. So far, I've only sweat A LOT when we play badminton and when I run outdoor. So, I think I burnt quite some calories just now. Great~ (although expert said, sweat a lot only means our body temperature is very high, it is not equivalent to the calories we burn. But hey, feels better to think that way. hehe)

I think, after "it's over", I am happier now. I thought it would be hard, but .. not really. I guess it's because things had been "hanging in mid air" for a long time.. It's not about new guys I am meeting. It's more of, mm, how to put it.. like, the sky has cleared up. It's no longer cloudy, dull days.

Anyway, I had been listening to 98.7FM. Morning show is hosted by Daniel Ong and Ms Vandetta. Evening show is hosted by Justin Ong and Vernon A. These DJs are sooo funny. Especially Daniel, Justin and Vernon. I don't know is it they are really that funny or is it because I had been in a very good mood, caused me to laugh easily. I think it must has something to do with my good mood, I laugh to every little things. I listened the 98.7FM on earphone, and when they cracked something funny, I couldn't control it and laugh to myself. It's kind of embarrassing. Cos you'll look like an insane person laughing to yourself while walking.

Nevertheless, it is good. I am happy.

Like a ballerina

I am in a very good mood today, oh, it's past midnight now, I should say I was in a very good mood yesterday. I walked like a ballerina after gym, almost skipping~

I finally manage to run 20min on treadmill without stopping now. It's an accomplishment to me. I did two cardio, yesterday and today. Tomorrow I'm gym again too.

I'm living healthy, I'm eating healthy, I'm so happy about that. But my love life isn't that healthy. And I am still hitting the sack too late.

Well, I guess I should sleep now.

Till then.

What the hell is wrong with me

I am seriously sick. Something is wrong with me. Why am I so different from my girl friends?

I am not normal. One of the 7 sins is seriously affecting me. I watched too many western dramas since little, too affected by them. This is too dangerous.

But this is who I am. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not. YY understands me well. She didn't expect the unrealistic thing out of me. She didn't expect me to behave like a "pure" little lady.. Feels good to have someone knows me well. SL and EK understands me too.

I am standing on a thin line. One side is the angel part of me, the other is the playful part of me.
Current standing is that the angel is fighting a losing battle... Has the angel ever won?

There's no way I can change. And I think YY would agree with me on this. But I am still struggling. My western and asian values are constantly balancing themselves. Believe it or not, it is really hard.

There's no point for me to keep thinking about this really. Whatever will happen will happen. The inner battle will continue... I don't even know who I wish to win this battle. I am really just so abnormal.

I have permed hair now

Had my hair permed today. Spent me a whopping RM499... So heartpain. The perm itself was RM320.

Here's me looking ridiculous with all the perming stuffs on my hair. My stylist Nick (Tanz-Holiday Plaza-ground floor). I really like to go to him, he's really gentle with my hair and patient. There're so many customers today and a lot asked for his service. He had to do 2, 3 customers at the same time, but I noticed he never tried to hurry and "cincai" to any customer just to get to another.
(I look like 3 days never sleep)

I was so eager to go to the salon and I totally forgot I should take my lunch before going. My appointment was 12:30pm. The perming takes hours (4hrs to be exact), and I didn't have my lunch! I was a little hungry at 1+pm and I suddenly realised "OH! I didn't take lunch!".. But it's already too late. Luckily I didn't feel anymore hunger after that.

Before and after. (Gosh.. I'm so fleshy..)
The top of my hair is actually flatter. I photoshopped my photo! hehehehe. Next time I should go perm the top of my hair to give it more volume. Flat flat really not nice.
I had my hair permed in an attempt to look more mature. But I don't think I look more mature leh...

The Shiseido cream on the right cost RM78, Kerastase serum cost RM86... So expensive...

Africa

Something is in the air
Something in the distance is calling
Immense heat trapped in my hair
Something I have been longing

In the land far far away
A continent where man began
Where you won't find any coupe
But perhaps tales of tarzan

Chimpanzees with their brilliant eyes
As if angels lie behind
Cheetah’s beauty no one denies
They are nothing but streamlined

Oh African sun
Your brilliant rays on the brilliant land
One day soon I shall come
Feel the African sand in my hand

Alive.Celebrate.

Listen to the rhythm of your heartbeat
Close your eyes
Listen
Trees are breathing
Winds are blowing
You are alive

Look out to the horizon
Birds are chirping
Waves are splashing
You are alive

Sun rises
Sun sets
Everything comes and goes

The world is spinning
Nothing ever stops
For anyone
But
You are alive

Celebrate.

Facebook : where will i find my soul mate

Took a quiz in Facebook : where will I find my soul mate.

The result is so ...close to my heart!!

After answered 10 question , Facebook said :
Result: At the Zoo
You're a little bit...how do we say this politely? You walk to the beat of a different drummer. And as such, you're probably not going to find love in all the conventional places (you know, like coffee shops, singles bars and eSPIN.com).

Which is why your love receptors will be working their keisters off at the unlikeliest of meeting spots - the zoo. Let's just hope that you end up falling in love with a person and not a giant panda.

I do hope I will meet someone special at places like the zoo. hahaha~~

P.S. I did have an "encounter" at the zoo years before, that's how my cheetah photo came about.. But he's of a different race.. Not quite possible.

Causeway walk

Our home minister said there should be a walkway for people to walk across the Causeway. Hear! Hear!
Dunno which idiot decided there should not be a walkway for pedestrian for the new CIQ. Fucking idiot. Fucking idiot x 100 times.

My ocean theme bedroom

This is the story of my ocean theme bedroom.

First draw a quarter of a circle on the wall and the ocean.

Created dolphin images with Illustrator, got the advertising company to laser cut out as stickers. I made 2 sets as I'm not sure which size looks better. They cost me S$20+. Actually it could be cheaper, but I wasn't sure if I need to use the "outer" side(of the dolphins) of the stickers so the actual sticker I made was very big.

Then paint the moon with white, 3 layers.

Spray the edge of the moon with white many times, with 5-10min intervals in between. This is a very scary process. I had to be very gentle and patient. If I press too hard on the spray paint, there'll be one extreme white spot on the edge instead of blurry edge. The result wasn't perfect, but acceptable..

Remove the dolphin stickers.

Paint the dolphins with dark blue, 3 layers. It's a slow process as the dolphins edges have white paint on it. I have to draw the edges slowly and steadily. And paint the sea, supposed to paint 3 layers, but I was too tired after I painted the 2nd layer.

And voila~ the hardwork from 10am till 6pm. My window faces the kitchen, not facing outside. The evening sun light does not usually shine into my room, as my window does not face directly to kitchen's window. (Yes, that's my pillow, anything about animals is my favourite)

Tada~~ the final production after added the stars. This photo taken by the camera in mobile phone, so colour a bit off. Can you spot the Orion constellation in it? hehe. It suddenly occured to me that I should arrange the Orion constellation among the stars. I'm such a talent!! hahahaha. just kiddinggggg...

My dearest bro bought this, er.. what do you call? "door curtain"? for me~. It completes my ocean theme bedroom perfectly~!!!! Or rather "dolphin theme" is more accurate? But my bedsheet is ocean with reef fishes, not dolphins. I forgot to take photos of it.

This is, my ocean~