Life is NOT wonderful

I have shed way too much tears in this life. If there is a next life, I NEVER EVER want to be human again.

The other day was talking with KR about "being successful". We have different opinion. I don’t yell at her for having different opinion, but I yell at my close ones and family when they have different opinion. I never knew I was such a horrible person.

Anyway, what is "success"? How to define success? To me, success is being able to feel happy in this life, loving and treasure our lives. Simple as that. Well, theoretically it is simple. But difficult to achieve. Every time I have a tiny little peace and happiness in me, something will happen and shatter every little peace and happiness I have. I am very tired.

There is so much misery in this world. Work, family, life, never ending story… Why was I born a human? I don’t want to be a human. What’s so good about life? All I see is misery, war, sickness, animal sufferings, cruelty....... Life is wonderful? Life is NOT wonderful AT ALL.

Adex 08

I had a real good time at Adex (Asian Dive Expo) on Sunday with friends~ We were there from 11am till nearly 5pm!

I mainly wanted to collect stickers for my luggage. hahahaha... and I collected loads of stickers~ very happy!!

But the happiest thing, was the magazine subscription~ I had wanted to subscribe to Sports Diving magazine but the free gifts were really not interesting. I was thinking, where should I throw those gifts if I subscribe. Lucky I didn't subscribe before ADEX!!

Subscription for 2 years cost S$90. And for this I've got free stuffs : one surface marker (for diving), one mask, one snorkel and one mouse pad. How good is that??! The surface marker is of very good quality, comes with string and hooks. This alone is a very good deal already. Then the mask and snorkel too, easily exceed $90~! soooooooooo happyyyyy!!!!!!! The other magazines no free gifts! ha! soooooo hhhhaaaapppyyyyyyy~~

French fries-my best friend

I rrreally rrreally love McDonalds, especially French Fries. It's the greatest food invention of all~!!!! I cannot live without fries... It is sooooooo delicious~~!! but fries make me fat..... arghhh....

BUt 薯条真的好好吃哦~~~!!!!!! correction. McDonald's 薯条真的好好吃哦~~~!!!!

Hiccup

I have not had hiccups for the longest time. Just now I read about hiccups in Wiki. and I have hiccups now..... great...

Have you been "rickrolled" yet?

I didn't read about this news here. But Wiki said it's all over the news in Britain and US. Read it here: Rickroll Very funny. All sorts of weird stuff with the internet.

Quote :
Rickrolling is a prank and Internet meme involving the music video for the 1987 Rick Astley song "Never Gonna Give You Up". In a rickroll, a person provides a link they claim is relevant to the topic at hand which actually takes the user to the Astley video. It can also mean playing the song loudly in public in order to be disruptive. A person who falls for the prank is said to be "rickrolled". In some cases, this term is also used to describe a person who merely hears the song.

By May 2007, the practice had become widespread, and it eventually began to garner some coverage in the mainstream media. An April 2008 poll by SurveyUSA estimated that 18 million Americans have been rickrolled.
Unquote.

Watch to be "rickrolled"!
Never Gonna Give You Up
The video owner disabled the video embed link. But here is another video of the same song


I love Rick Astley since I was.. what? 10 years old? And I love him still. Every time I listen to his songs I would fall in love again and again and again. Such deep voice.. He's my first ever idol. His songs are my all time favourite. I think I will bring his CD into the coffin with me when I die. hahahahaha.....

"Ken Lee"...

THIS, is phenomenon! She sang an English song and sounded like an Arabic song! Who can do better?? You gotta watch this!

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Last week I was looking through my passport. There are 2 custom stamps from Indonesia. One was in 2007 which I went Manado diving. The other one was dated Nov 2005. I cannot recall AT ALL where I went in that month. I even started to suspect it’s magic and the stamp appeared there by itself...

No matter how I tried to recall...I just couldn’t remember anything.

I had to go online to my own blog.....And clicked on my archive posts..... to see where I went and what I did in Nov 2005.. *faint*...

And so I found the answer. I went wakeboarding at Batam.

It’s really crap...... I have to rely on my blog to recall something I did just 2 ½ yrs back........

Should not boycott 2008 Beijing Olympic

People are protesting at the torch relay of 2008 Beijing Olympic Game because of what happened in Tibet. But I really feel these people should not have done so. There are all sorts of places or venues where they can protest to have their voice heard. Olympic is not about politic. It’s really unfair to disrupt the process of Olympic Game. Unfair to the hosting country, unfair to the athletes.

All the countries in the world should never boycott the Beijing Olympic game. Olympic is about fairplay, friendship, understanding, etc. Those protesters are sort of selfish in my opinion. Olympic should be held peacefully, we should celebrate the game, the gathering of all people instead of trying to stain it in the name of… whatever.

Ants BBQing??

I had the weirdest dream till date. Extremely funny...

I dreamt, there were ants crawling on the floor. I saw them arranging pieces of broken glass.. I wondered what they were doing and I took a video camera and recorded them.

It was those big , red ants with long legs. They continued to arrange the glass and then, they light up fire!! As if the glass are wood..

And guess what next? One of the ants, brought out a very longgg sausage... and want to cook it over the fire!!

And then all of a sudden, the ants caught fire..!! because they contacted the fire accidentally. But fret not, another ant came, with sausage.. again. This happened 2, 3 times. The ants kept accidentally contacted the fire and one by one the ants were burnt to death.....

I woke up at this point but continued with my sleep.

Then I dreamt I told my friends, excitedly, about this dream. But after they heard the whole story they didn't burst into laughter and I was embarrassed. hahahaha. and I finally woke up..

I personally think it's funny... ants... bbq-ing sausages. hahahahaha...

Realisation

I. realised. I am a. self-conceited. know-it-all wannabe.

I. realised. I. need to change.

I. will try.

I farted!!!

I was in the gym doing sit ups. Gabriel was standing beside me.

And OH MY HOLY SHIT, I farted!!! "PPOOTT.."

I was about to say to Gab I am going to fart as the cushion was just at the place where it will push against my anal when I bend my body up.... and before I say it, I farted...
It's a "short pooott" but it's loud enough for the guy standing beside to hear it. And I said to Gab "I farted!!!" and I laughed and laughed and laughed... Oh my godddddd..............

The guy who was standing beside, immediately he walked away...!! aaaahahahahahahah.......... sooooooooooooooooo embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I kept laughed and laughed and laughed................ Think that guy will remember me forever.......... hahahahahahah....

Quarrel with chinchilla

Not only human quarrel with me... even my chinchilla quarrel with me.

2 days ago, my chin Miko was on my bed. I was sitting on the floor by my bed, petting her. All of a sudden she didn't like the way I touched her and barked at me. I yelled at her, crazy little thing.. I pet her all the same, suddenly she just didn't like it.

I yelled at her, she dash forward and barked back at me. I yelled at her again. She jumped to the floor and ran over and bite my toe............. *faint*... She didn't bite me hard, just a 75% (strength) bite to warn me. hahaha.... but.. you gotta take your hat off her... made me angry and feel funny at the same time...

This crazy little thing.. quarrel with me all the time...

Fries for dinner

I was in a bad mood yesterday. Didn't know what's for dinner.

Eating potatoes can make one feels happier. So, I called McD and ordered 2 large fries, and ate them as dinner all on my own. I sat in front of tv watching documentary dvd all evening, slowly eating the fries, bits by bits. It's like.. I'm slowly becoming a couch potato, literally... hahahaha....

But... 2 large fries, is really too much. It gave me gassy stomach. And too full, even though I didn't eat all at one go. Maybe next time, just 2 regular fries. hehe.

Love hurts II

Love is very good at hurting people. Hurts you like an invisible knife.

People only see things from their own point of view. I'm not excluded.

I did something wrong. And the harm is done. But in the process, I'm hurt too.

Love does nothing but hurt.