Friday, July 31, 2009

Harry Potter and the half blood prince

Just watched HP and The Half Blood Prince. Most people who watched it didn't like it. I didn't like the 4th movie. But I quite like this one. I think they did a great job in picking up the very essence from the book. And most importantly, Dumbledore no longer behaved like a gangster.

The love scenes between the 3 main characters were very natural. The sceneries were nice as usual. I like Harry's acting in this episode than the previous movies (except the first).

Those in the cinema was surprised at the end of the movie : "Huh? finished already ah?" I have read the book, so naturally I know this movie ends there. I give the movie... 4 stars. Why not 5 stars? Ehm, I don't know. hahahahaha...

Stupid Tiger airway

Several months ago Tiger Airway had the $1 ticket promotion. I blogged about me purchased the ticket with Angel. I eventually paid only $12 for a return ticket.

Few days ago, I received an email from Tiger Airway : they have "suspended" the flights all ticket fares would be refunded.

What the fuck? No, what a FRAUD.

The flights involved were booked up in a very short time. So they can't use "the flights are mostly empty and they have no choice" as an excuse to cancel the flights.

I understand airlines have every right to cancel flights. But this is not the way to do business isn't it? They've achieved publicity during the promotion and then they cancel us off. What a fraud.

Really shitty.

That's mental

The sensational news of a NTU student stabbed a professor and jumped to his death has got the "verdict" :

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_409686.html?vgnmr=1

There was a "verdict" because that the family of the NTU student (David) who allegedly stabbed the professor, DID NOT believe their beloved son and brother would commit suicide. And the case went to court.

This is so damn crazy man. I understand their grief and sadness of losing their son and brother. But the evidences were soooooooo freaking strong and valid. Why don't they believe it?? Yes, they are sad, they are in denial. But totally overthrow all those evidences are CRAZY! THat's no longer just "denial" but mental. THey really have gone mental.

The professor was stabbed on his back. No one can stab themself on the back like that. What's there not to believe?? And several students saw David jumped to his death. If this is a conspiracy, they must involve a hell lot of people. And for what?

My colleague insisted there must be a reason for the assault. He insisted that there must be some untold truth such as, maybe the professional has stolen the computer programme that David wrote... I do not believe in this. Even if there's something like this, it does not mean David can go and stab people. He was still the perpetrator. There's no excuse.

The family said they will go to international court for this. They had been really really angry about the verdict. Mental! Totally irrational. Would the international court even consider attend to such thing???

Sorry to say this but this is really a waste of the court's time.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I really love seeing ppl get drunk

My Japanese colleague is leaving. Her last day is this Friday. So today we had a farewell dinner. Sort of a farewell dinner for me too, as I'm leaving next month too. And after that we went karaoke, for the FIRST time in my 5.5 years here. haha. We've been talking about going to karaoke for ages but hardly anyone was keen. So we never made it until today, well, yesterday. It's 1:30am now.

It was SO MUCH fun and SO MUCH laughter. My MD got "pretty" drunk and started dancing with Heineken bottles... There was still half a bottle of beer in it. The beer was therefore poured on the floor but my MD seemed not to notice AT ALL. Mind you, he is a VERY GOOD drinker. It's some serious drinking when he's drunk... He drinks EVERYTHING, beer, wine, chinese liquor, hard liquor... He drank this and that... everything... The China guys were really good drinkers too. Kept complaining the cocktails were tasteless and asked for neat Brandy instead.

My MD was so drunk that he forgot his address. And he showed the wrong way when my colleague drove him home. aaahahahahahaha.... My MD let us all go to work the next day at 10am. haha!

We sang Chinese, ENglish, Japanese, Hokkien, Malay and even Thai songs~ so much fun. The cover charge was supposed to be $18++. For members there's a promotion and you toss the dice, and you can enjoy different levels of discount. I tossed it, and got the lowest discount. I knew it. I never have such luck. And the staff said, "You can toss it again, I'll pretend I never saw that." My colleague then tossed it. Guess what? He got the "Free cover charge". Woho!! The staff could not believe our luck. I can tell she regretted what she said. But you can't take back what you said... I pity her. hahahah...

Anyway, we spent $500+ there. If there was cover charge, it includes 2 drinks for each person and it will be about $200+ excluding extra drinks that we were to order. So I guess she would be happy to see the bill at the end.

One thing though, I really really enjoy seeing people get drunk. My China colleague, when he first came he can only speak one English word :"No". Whatever you ask him, he will say "no", regardless what is the question. hahaha.. He's here about a year. He has the will to learn and he bought electronic dictionary and attended free classes organised by church. Now he improved a lot. But still, can only speak the basic. And when he got drunk, he spoke to me in English!!! He asked me "You go Toa Payoh? You go Toa Payoh?" hahahaha....

Previously at Yeow Shun's wedding, same thing happened. My friend Gigi and KaiLong, when they got drunk at the wedding dinner, they too started talking in English too which is unusual!! HAHAHAHAHAH... but it was darn hilarious. So now I know, this was not an unique case. hahahaha.... I think they should drink more in order to improve their English. AAAAAHAHHAHAHAHA.....

It is a bit sad to leave the company. Afterall I've worked there for over 5years and for the most part everybody got along really well. But.. gotta move on. It can't be helped.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Christian Bale

The FBI agent, Purvis in the movie Public Enemies - Christian Bale, was the kid in Empire of The Sun. That really surprised me. I had no idea.

He looked really charming in Pubic Enemies. And when I know he's the kid in Empire of The Sun, it felt awkward. Because his last image in my head was still a kid. Suddenly he's all grown up and all attractive. I only just know the adult Christian Bale. It felt like.. I think a little boy is attractive. Kind of sick feeling.. hahahah.. I don't know if anyone understand what I am saying... anyway.. just odd feeling.

Public Enemy - Johnny Depp

First there was Michael (in Smooth Criminal), then there was Johnny Depp (Public Enemies).
Men in hats are just so sexy.

Just watched Public Enemies by Johnny Depp. It takes some time to get use to seeing Johnny Depp as a normal person and not the quirky Willy Wonka or Captain Sparrow. Nevertheless, it was thoroughly enjoyable. JD was utterly charming. UTTERLY.

This movie was based on real story, a famous bank robber John Dillinger in 1930's. Quote from Wiki : "He was a dangerous criminal, who was responsible for the murder of several police officers, robbed at least two dozen banks and four police stations, and escaped from jail twice, but some people idolized him as a modern-day Robin Hood. He was nicknamed "the Jackrabbit" for his graceful movements during heists, such as leaping over counters and his many narrow getaways from police."

WOW. People idolized him, and "graceful movements during heists, such as leaping over counters.." Sounds pretty cool, eh? Really sounds like some kind of heroes or legendary character typical in movies. And 2 dozen banks... Gosh... He was good.


The movie sort of "beautified" the John Dillinger. On the other hand, the FBI looked stupid. And by the way, Johnny Depp, John Dillinger, same initial - JD. hahaha...

The real John Dillinger, looks quite charming to me too. Thou he had a more evil feeling in his eyes. But he must be really charming to the ladies in real life.

I give the movie 4.5 stars. The 0.5 deduction was because many scenes were shot at extreme close up. Actually it was nice.. but.. I felt like to move backwards a little because the close ups were really too overwhelming. But it was a great movie, love Johnny !

See this pic, Johnny Depp's image of John Dillinger is quite right on. I give it 10/10 points~

Friday, July 24, 2009

Can you lend me $50,000?

Dear friends,

Can you lend me say, $50,000? And then I shall forget about it. wahahahaha..... Just like Raymond Yeung FORGOT about his $50,000 loan from Mandala. And that Ming Yi also forgot to record this loan.

YEAH RIGHTTTTTTT.

HELLOO??!!! This is freaking $50,000 bucks! Not $50!

They are desperate without a sound reason for not recording the loan.

He also claimed that the once $500,000 over dollars in his account was not his money but donation from devotees to another organisation. If it's for charity, why the hell was the money in HIS account and not the organisation?? I just CAN NOT think of an excuse for this.

Amongst the spending of Ming Yi when he was in Australia, there was a bill at a tanning salon.... Not sure who was the one that went into the tanning salon. Maybe Ming Yi, maybe Raymond Yeung (they sometimes go holiday together), only they know. But imagine if it were Ming Yi.. Gosh... Why did a monk need tanning... imagine a monk in a Speedo... eeeewwww..... I am being mean. Better don't continue with this. But all the things that have been digged out... really.... he has holiday, he is rich, he even go diving....

My colleague who's a devout buddhist always said a monk should free his mind from the temptation of all these, a monk is not allowed to have these kind of leisure, which I totally agree. Not that we're mean, denying him of the leisures in life, but the truth is, he CHOSE to be a monk. A monk is not supposed to enjoy all these leisures like we do. Else what the hell is a monk? Collect donation and go diving? Then I want to be a nun.

He lives like a normal CEO enjoying his life, you know? Someone please tell him what is the definition of being a monk for God's sake, or should I say, for Buddha's sake.

Gaawwwddd......

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Singlish speaking angmoh

This is damn hilarious!!!! Singlish speaking angmoh!! Man, he's good! Shan Wee totally had no match with him. You've GOT to watch this!!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Bad, bad resumes

It was pretty "interesting" at work today.

I put up a recruitment ad online for my position. Today is the first day. I have to screen through the resumes before I pass the potential ones to my manager. I am guessing the ad was put up at midnight because there were already 4 resumes coming in as soon as I opened up my mailbox.

I received more than 50 resumes at the time I knocked off. I think I will have a busy morning tomorrow screening through all these resumes. But most of these candidates made it easy for me... because their resumes were really................. horrible.... Not worth to go through in detail.

Horrible and ridiculous resumes.

Just about a week ago I read an article of the mistakes, spelling mistakes in particular commonly seen in resumes. I thought, well, those are some mistakes that one should not have made. Simply because, Microsoft Word auto detects your spelling errors and highlights it. How can anyone still make spelling mistakes when one glance on your resume, you can see where the problem is. Well, it appears that this happens really frequent and quite common.

Of all the resumes I received, I would say only 5-10% are the good ones. Seriously.. 5-10% only. But I must mention, nearly 70% of the applicants are foreigners such as Philipinos, Burmese and China nationals.

I know their English is not very good. I'm not picking their mistakes in grammars or their English level. Spelling mistake however is one thing I cannot accept, as I mentioned, Microsoft Word lets you know your spelling error. Some of these applicants made seriously unacceptable mistakes.

For example, one lady wrote : "I'm applying for a job"
"A job". My advertisement clearly stated we are looking for an Administrator. Why can't she put the name of the position in her letter? This is not the worst, she used PINK. PINK fonts in her email!!! Who is she? Reese Witherspoon in Legally Blond who uses pink paper for her resume??

Another lady wrote : "I am applying for any job."
................... Again, why can't she just put the position in that sentence?

AND, many girls put unacceptable photos in the resumes. Self-taken photos in the room, photos cropped from their leisure photos, photos taken at studio as if they're applying for a modelling competition, photos as if they are looking for online friends... HORRIBLE... I almost burst out laughing when I saw them...

And I was really surprised to receive many application from men. Administrator is "traditionally" a woman's job. But we do consider them all the same. I received one application from a China guy. I noticed there are other email addresses in the CC column. And I wondered, who the hell he CC the email to?? I opened that email full screen, and I saw dozens of emails in that CC column. What the ...??!!! He sent this email to me as well as a whole bunch of other people, mainly job agencies. How lazy can you get? AND! He wrote "I am excited to see the position of Marketing Assistant"................. Hello?! Which part of Administrator he couldn't understand? I can't stop laughing seeing this application... because of his laziness. He should be a bit cleverer and put all in BCC instead.

Then there are those who types "pls" for "please". Didn't their teachers teach them not to use sms languages for job application???

Then there are those who don't put ANYTHING in their email, not a word in the subject column. They only attached their resumes. It was too nice of me not deleting these emails right away. I still open the resumes only because I am a curious cat. I want to see how good, or bad, their resumes are.

I began to understand why I got this new job of mine after seeing these applications...

There are so many graduates applied for this position... Is market really that bad? There's even one who graduated from a university in the US. Another graduated from NUS. But she never stated what degree she has got...???? And her resume did not have the standard of a graduate... It was all very weird. Today really made me 大开眼界.......

And who goes interview with a polo-shirt huh? I saw one today...For God's sake this is not a factory job...

What is wrong with these people? Some things are really just common sense. You don't send photos that look like you are looking for a boyfriend to your potential employer. You don't send an email without writing anything, without subject to your potential employer. You type every single word in full in your email to your potential employer because they are not your msn buddy. How difficult is it to understand these things??

I have serious urge to reply to all these candidates and tell them what mistakes they have made. Perhaps I should hold a lesson for all these candidates. Let's see, I only have to charge one person $20. I received 50+ resumes today of which maybe 90% are ok ones. So, $20 x 50. I could have earned $1,000 in one day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Why thank Michael

Ok, continue from this post : Thank You Michael! I can now talk about it as everything is firmed now.

Why did I thank Michael? I have gotten a new job~!!!! I think Michael landed me that job. When I got the call for this interview, it was a week after Michael's death. I was still in distraught about Michael's death. But I have to stop watching/thinking about Michael for a while (unwillingly) and prepare for my interview.

On the day of the interview I was really nervous, as usual. I hate interviews. Well, nobody likes interviews. On my way there I said in my heart, "Michael, give me strength." And it did calm me down a little!

I waited in the room for some time, the aircond was very cold and I was getting nervous by the minute. Again, I channelled my thoughts on Michael. And I felt better~

And the interview went really well. I was also lucky (must be because of Michael! ) as the HR officer had to take urgent leave and so the dept manager himself interviewed me instead. So I was not required to go for a second interview.

I CANNOT believe I got the job from the ONE interview I went this year. I only sent out 2 resumes this year! I only got the call 1 month after the application deadline. I had thought it had all gone down the drain. Imagine having to go through many interviews...

It must be Michael~

I am ecstatic!!!!

But I do feel bad towards my manager in current company. My Japanese colleague had just resigned and her last day is end of this month. And I resigned at this same period... We are the two who help him with deliveries, etc. And now we both are leaving. My manager had been very good to me. I think I will buy him a gift but not sure what I should buy.

My MD did not say anything to me about my resignation. I think he's in shock. hahahaha... I'm not saying I'm very important but he certainly did not expect my Japanese colleague to resign and then now me too.

I'm so excited. I can't wait to join the big family in the new company~!

Do you knwo Snapfish?

Do you know Snapfish? www.snapfish.com.sg

You can order your photos prints and other photo gifts there. Delivery is quite cheap. I have ordered a few times. The latest of my order was 3 different sizes of t-shirts with photo prints on it. One of the t-shirt has a faulty to it. The photo was not printed on the center of the t-shirt. So I wrote to Snapfish telling them this faulty. They replied really fast, on the same day or the day after, I forgot. They said they've credited the amount of one t-shirt to my account and asked me to resubmit the order. And after that they will refund the delivery charges back to my credit card.

So I did.

And then I was informed that the t-shirt had been delivered. But after about 10days I still have not received the t-shirt. I have always received my order within 5working days so this is a bit unusual.

So I wrote to them again. They said it rarely happened but it could be lost in the mail. It really is quite amazing if it's lost in the mail as it's not a small letter...it's a parcel. The customer service did not ask me to wait further for that replacement but instead, they re-submitted my order for me and of course they apologize and asked for me to wait for this one.

Which means, if the first replacement eventually came to me, I will have 2 replacement t-shirts. I replied and asked is he sure? Wouldn't he want me to wait a little further? And do I have to send back the 2nd replacement if it turns up? The reply was "need not".

How nice is that? My email to them after I have waited 10working days was only intended to get them to double check. Although.. there's really nothing that can be checked after they have delivered it. Because it wasn't by courier, just normal post. I did not expect them to immediately re-submit my order again. It's really impressive. Good job, Snapfish!

Try order something from them~ I've ordered a few mugs with photo print on it, as well as t-shirts and photo prints. But the colours on the photos were not much to my likings. I think they might have to improve on this. Other than this, their service had been really good and I really love that I don't have to go anywhere to order my photo gifts~

Monday, July 20, 2009

My 3 babies

I have a cactus Gab bought me. It's red and yellow. Last last week I bought another 2. So I named them 3 as : Steve (as in Steve Irwin), Michael and Jackson

Michael has a tiny flower on it. It is so beautiful isn't it? Michael loved to smile and Michael's smile was so beautiful. So I chose this blue dove with "Happy Smile" for him.

Close up of the tiny flower.
I hope the 3 of them grow strong and big.

Enough is enough

I've had it. Enough is enough.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_404839.html?vgnmr=1

I've written my opinion about The RenCi Saga previously.

In the Renci trial, it was reported FORMER Ren Ci CEO Ming Yi has soooooo many properties, in Singapore and Australia, including a plot of land in Australia, which a house was built, even a show horse, EVEN A COUNTRY CLUB MEMBERSHIP. Some are under his own name. Why is a monk that rich? And I thought monk is not supposed to have leisure as my colleague who's a devout Buddhist told me. Maybe he had to "entertain" people to get funds??

Perhaps there are some stories behind which we won't know? Perhaps we ought not to trust the media completely? Just like Michael Jackson's trials? The media made him a criminal even when he was acquitted of all charges. However, this is Singapore we're talking about. I trust the media(Straits Times), generally speaking. And the justice system. In US, some police officers can really abuse their power without much problem. It's not that easy in Singapore. I'm not saying SIngapore is 100% clean. But I believe Singapore is cleaner than US.

So, while I do not view this case as Ming Yi in the wrong 100%, my trust on him had been shattered. I cannot and would not agree on a monk's spending like he did.

And so, I wrote to Ren Ci, asking to withdraw my monthly donation. I will then donate my money to other organisation. Of course, other organisation might have some dirty activities going on which we would not know. But till then (till SG gov discovered something wrong), my money is going elsewhere and not RenCi.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Wow...

I am going back my blog posts one by one. I wanna compile something. And I realised I have forgotten a lot of what I've been through in my life.... horrible.. forgetting my own life...

And I clicked some of the comments to my posts, I have read them but just wanna refresh my memory. And I came to this one comment of someone by the nick of "The Patient", I clicked on his blog (I don't think I did in the past), and oh my God. He actually put me in the links of his blog. And the title being "Michelle Ng, very very good blog". WOW.
That comment was in 2006. I didn't realise this. Again, WOW. To have a complete stranger saying my blog is "very very good blog" is really.. unbelievable, really flattering. Totally awesome.

I think he hasn't been updating his blog. And I have no idea if he's still following my blog. Anyway, thanks man~!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I LOATHE Reader's Digest

I ABSOLUTELY, COMPLETELY, UNQUESTIONABLY, ENTIRELY, LOATHE...... Reader's Digest.

Reader's Digest, (RD in short) will try all means to get the public into subscribing their magazine. They bombard us with endless mails, and I.MEAN.ENDLESS. I emailed to their head office in KL asking them DO NOT SEND me any more mails. But of course, that, did not work. I did not subscribe to RD but Discovery Magazine which is under the same company. And the nightmare begun. I repeat, I LOATHE Reader's Digest!!!!!!!!

To me, they are no different from professional cheaters. And I mean, PRO! Look at all these gimmicks.
Every now and then, I am supposed to be "one of the lucky few!!" to have won a chance in winning hundreds of thousands of ringgit. Yeah right. Like I am so lucky every month. They send you one mail, telling you how lucky you are, and ask you to expect a subsequent mail for your chance to win the BIG money. It's just like those phone fraud, which they will call you, asking you to do a survey. If you complied, weeks later you'll get another call, saying you have won BIGGG money.

I have no idea whether anyone really won such big money. I doubt so.

When I said they are PRO, I mean they are seriously PRO. Remember, I am the winner of World Silver medallion in my Business English!! (not trying to boast!) And I have problem trying to find out where's the catch. The letter goes on and on and on and on like a neverending ochestra. Lines and lines telling you how lucky you are, the part that mentioned you will be subscribing to their magazine seemed no where to be found.

The latest "effort" got one step further. They even have an event at a hotel. It looks real. Perhaps it's real. But I don't give a damn. I have no interest whatsoever in subscribing such a magazine who will bombard you with endless "You have won RMxxx,xxx!!!" mails.

I don't give a damn for the prize. Be it real or not. I fucking hate such company. I mean come on, you are selling knowledge! Reader's Digest! A lot of people like RD. A lot of people buy and subscribe to it. Why do they have to stoop so low in getting people to subscribe their magazine?!!!!! This is an intellectual magazine for crying out loud!!! And the tactic they use... for God's sake.... such a disgrace.

Every now and then, I go back JB and saw these mails and it absolutely disgusted me. I wish there is a way I can stop them from sending me all these craps. And they are absolutely environmentally UNFRIENDLY!!! People I know and including myself, will throw these craps into the dustbin immediately without opening them. Fucking waste of paper!!

Reader's Digest, I HAVE NO INTEREST WHATSOEVER IN YOUR HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS. Pleaseeeeeeeeeee keep the money to yourself. Pleaseeeeeeeee stop sending me mails!!!

Monday, July 13, 2009

Won a trophy at age 32

I hardly took part in competitions during school time and hardly won even if I did. I only remember I won a badminton contest that I organised myself (along with ST). hahahaha..

One day, all of a sudden, I received an email from my school for the secretary diploma that I have been awarded "World Silver Medallion" for English for Business.

Wah.. World Silver?! I almost thought it was a hoax, because I finished the course in 2007... But it turned out to be real.


The Chief Operating Officer of LCCI Asia, Mark Disney came to give a speech. Man, I could fall in love with just about anybody who has an British accent.

Without flash, it got blur, with flash, it was too dark as the flash is not strong enough. Got a medallion and a cert.

This is to get a cert from the school for outstanding performance, along with a trophy.

They have "world" and "country" awards. I thought since I've been awarded World Silver medallion, I would also get at least another Country Silver or even Country Gold, depending on where the World Gold winner comes from. But no, I don't know how it works. I only got World Silver Medallion.


What a pleasant surprise to get this award! :D

Friday, July 10, 2009

Thank you, Michael!!

Oh my GOd!! I got it!

Thank you, Michael!! God bless your soul and your children! Thank you!!

Details coming soon.... ^_^

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Goodbye, Michael

I stayed up late yesterday night to watch MJ's memorial service.

It was so moving, and... heartbreaking at the same time.

Some people said all these are just a circus. It was not a circus. Michael would have love this. It was simple and heartwarming, a fitting tribute to the greatest entertainer the world has ever seen. Fans all over the world sent messages to CNN/Facebook streaming site. Everyone loves Michael (well... not everyone..)

Everyone who had met him, everyone who had worked with him, had nothing but good things to say about him. He was polite, he was kind, he was caring, he was patient, he was funny.

If you saw him talked, you can feel that he was genuine, wherever he was and whomever he was talking to. I believe his love for children was genuine. Only because we have all grown up and only have interests in our own children doesn't mean a grown man cannot genuinely LOVE every child. He was a kid at heart. He enjoyed the company with children. Simple as that. He didn't have a normal childhood, in fact he never had a normal life. Can you imagine a life where you can't even go to the grocery store without a bodyguard since you were 10? Your whole life is like living in an invisible jail. He had been enduring such life for 40years. He brought us so much joy, yet he was so lonely. And like his brother Marlon said, "He was judged, ridiculed. How much pain can one take? Maybe now they will leave you alone."

I've never seen a person like Michael. If you watch the interviews of those who have worked with him, they really respect him, they really think Michael's talent was unbelievable. To me, his talent is probably unsurpassable. He was so devoted to music, so creative, so hardworking and so talented. He was a born performer. He was so rich yet he was as kind as ever, as true as ever. Yes, he liked shopping. Too much. But perhaps it was only a way to deal with the emptiness and loneliness in his life.

He cared for the world, he cared for the children. He's such a philanthropist. He's given so much for charity and he had also done many good deeds without the world ever knowing. He was SUCH a giver. He was ever so soft-spoken, since he was a little kid. In my eyes, he really was an angel.

I have been crying again and again for days.. and my tears still don't seem to dry up soon. I am not trying to be sanctimonious. The pain in my heart of his passing.. is unbearable. He was such a large part of my life, my childhood. Millions and millions of people feel the same. He had been entertaining the world for decades. We grew up with him. And I feel so, so bad for the children. Just like when Steve Irwin died, I felt so bad for the children. Michael and Steve were such great fathers their children loved and idolised so much. Yet these two great fathers had to leave their young lives so soon. Too soon. Too cruel.

Millions and millions of people have cried for him around the globe today. The world really has united, for Michael. People of all races, people from all over the world, watched, as the family and friends and fans paid tribute to THE man, and shared their pain. No one has ever united the world like this (except Princess Diana) and no one ever will. It is significantly incredible.

I am thankful that I live in a time where Michael existed. Michael was and is the greatest. Thank you for the joy you brought us through your music. Rest in peace. Goodbye... Michael.. our king, our hero. Goodbye...

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Michael the greatest


So much joy he brought us
With his unbelievable talent
Yet with fame came loneliness
He had to suffer in silence

More beautiful than he realized
His smile was sweet and true
You shall see it unless you’re blind
Sincerity exuded through and through

Ever so gentle
Ever so loving
A kid at heart
No one understood

Good deeds from him
Were always in silence
A heart of gold
A man with kind soul

If there was a God
Then Michael was the angel
A God-sent gift to us all
A remarkable man not to forget

The love from around the world
So immensely strong
Michael if you can hear me
You’re the greatest of them all

I have this image on my mind
Of you smiling all the time
Surrounded by animals
Embraced by children
I pray that you are now free
I pray that you are happy
I love you, always and forever.

Rest in peace, Michael

Sunday, July 05, 2009

I love you Michael

I'm depressed. Michael is gone. I've been watching his videos over and over again, crying over and over again.

He was so beautiful. He danced beautifully. He sang beautifully. He had a beautiful heart. He was such a giver and such a kind soul.

He watched cartoon while he slept. People think that's weird. If I am rich, I would live like that too. I would live like I'm still a kid too.

If there is a God, I would say Michael is a gift from God. I just watched a video of interviews with people who have worked with Michael. He was soooo talented, more talented than we know (as we didn't know the details of his work).

But if there is a God, I would ask Him why did he take Michael away so quickly. WHy?? Why?? It was so unfair. Perhaps God intended for him to be here for only 50years..

He had so much talent, but he had a troubled soul. It was really sad.

I don't know when will I stop crying for Michael. He was, no, he is my idol, my greatest idol.

Friday, July 03, 2009

MJ Book!!

I just read the news online that a book written by Michael's producer Bruce Swedien was scheduled (before Michael's death) to be released in October. Who would have known... Michael will not be there for the book already...

The publisher moved the release date up to 27 July.

I went to Amazon and found this book. And I pre-ordered it!! I would only get it in September or so though. I wish I can be there in Los Angeles for his memorial service...

Michael I miss you so so much...................................

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

I miss him already

Watching Michael Jackson's video in Youtube. Boy, I miss him already. Watching the videos bring back a lot of memories... Black or White, Smooth Criminal, Earth Song... etc etc...

I've only begun to grasp the reality now, that MJ's no longer here... I want to cry.

There's no other artist like him, he's the one and only, he really is the king of pop.

Really sad that he's gone now.

MJ, is a child in an adult suit. His heart is still a child.

MJ, I love you~

Be happy in your Neverland.