Melancholy, again

This is the worst time of my life after Gab's heart surgery. I want to cry everyday.

So many things caused me unhappy. Except for our new JB house.

I know I am a cry baby. And I might just be crying for nothing. I don't know. I am just unhappy.

I can cry any time, any where. Sometimes I cry too much and maybe I don't know what I'm crying about.

SG room moving thing, I think my Miko also unhappy. THis room is so hot. I am so worried that she might suffer heatstroke and die. My poor miko, she has a poor owner who cannot afford better for her. And I can't let her out for that long like I used to. I feel so guilty for that. I am so sad to see her laying there, waiting for me to let her out.. I hope she will be alright...