Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Live my life for you

Sometimes, I can have one whole day of good mood until the end of the day… suddenly, a rush of sadness can just strike me for no reason. It can happen anywhere, any time.

While in the bus yesterday night, on my way home, I was listening to the radio using my mobile phone. The lyric of the song struck me… “I live my life for you~ I want to be by your side in everything that you do~ And if there’s only one thing you can believe is true~ I live my life for you~………” How sweet the lyrics…

If one’s love can be strong enough for someone to say “I’d live my life for you”, then that, I’d say, is true love. Not talking about those “I hate you so I want to live my life for you, I want to live my life better to show you how good I can be without you…” that kind of “I’d live my life for you” lah…

When you really love someone, you’d want him/her to be happy, even if you can’t be by his/her side in everything he/she does. To me, the saddest love is when two people can’t be with each other when they truly love one another. When this happens, they’d possibly “live their lives for one another” and wish him/her to be happy.

I loved the movie Titanic. Rose was a brave woman. If I were her, I’d give up my life there and then when Jack died. To hell with the promise of “I will go on”. It’s too devastating to live my life without my loved one. But Rose carried on, lived her life for Jack. That was some strong love. It’s not that I can’t love someone as strong as Rose loved Jack. But to live my life for the loved one who has died, requires tremendous will and determination and not just strong love… Strong will and determination come from love, you might say. But at that particular moment, it’s emotion that is in command… It’s too devastating to conjure up will power and determination to go on…

…........... ehm.... I don’t know how to end this post… Too much emotion to put into words… and I’m now lost for words…

So.. that’s it.
The end.

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